Eyes with tears, dried throat, smileless face, having tongue

Eyes with tears, dried throat, smileless face, having tongue but this extreme silence, lips remains quiet, brain is too pressurized everything looks like serious disaster is awaiting, thoughts are killing heart, feeling of restless.I don’t know we are preparing for which disaster to combat. Feeling like alone among people, while walking on streets everything is visible like dormant and nothing is moving. Where life is going and what’s next waiting to come . This is not only me even everyone is experiencing. When it’ll pass , when I’ll come the phase of depression. When my soul will fly independently without considering the burden of responsibilities. I’m tired to fight daily battles.During Mahabharata you gave life lessons to arjun and you helped him , but this time who will protect us, please God consider towards our blessings otherwise we’ll loose everything please God give us enough strength to sustain, control our moods and emotions and fix them only single goal, please God shower your love on us and wipe out all negative thoughts from our brain . Please take control over my all misdoings and give me right lessons.