i always ask myself to be worthy of things, of the things th

i always ask myself to be worthy of things, of the things that gratifies and satisfies my being, am i really worthy of these things? some certain points in my life truly gets me to this query; do this merit permitted to be inherited upon me or was it just another luck that randomly goes into the cup of my tea?

lately, i have been asking myself about these, am i truly deserving even before receiving? and then i have come to realize that it’s not something i have to constantly ask before getting or even having. for i wonder about one thing, and that is to be deserving about something without even pondering. for i believe some things that doesnt need answers are the things that doesn’t need to be ask for.