I find solace in silence, though it’s accompanied by sadness

I find solace in silence, though it’s accompanied by sadness most of the time. I love how I no longer impose pain on others. I am beyond grateful to spare them potential harm if they weren’t brave enough to handle my truth. As an exchange for my unforgiving will, I would like to rebuild myself first so they will no longer pick up my shattered blades that may wound them. Let me experience the aftermath of losing the love I found in others, so unto the next, I may learn validation within myself.

If you ever see me lost in my own little world, do not pity me. I may be alone, yet not abandoned.