Trying to survive

Right now, I am just trying to survive.

I am just trying to go through my day. To accomplish what I can. To stop overthinking about the future. To believe that tomorrow could be a better day.

I am just trying to not fall apart. To stop thinking that I am a failure each time my plans don’t go accordingly. To stop being frustrated over tiny inconsistencies or small shortcomings that I make.

I am just trying to stay strong. To not break the promises I made to my younger self. To not walk away from what I’ve started. To not make my 5-years-from-now dreams go to waste.

Right now, I am just surviving. And I hope that no matter how heavy the next days may be, I won’t run out of reasons to keep going.