Let me get lost somewhere unknown,

Let me get lost somewhere unknown,
No ties to anyone, no ringing phone.
A new identity, a brand-new me —
Where nothing hurts, yet nothing feels free.
No grief, no joy, just silent peace,
A place where every ache can cease.
A meadow wild, grown and thrown,
Scattered dreams, like seeds, wind-blown.
This tired soul can’t borrow pain anymore,
It’s bankrupt from wounds it tried to ignore.
Let me walk where no one’s known,
Far from the city where breathing feels like a cyclone.
I don’t want to be recognized, even if my face is shown —
Let me be a shadow, completely on my own.
And if nothing’s meant to shift or change,
Then let this heart of mine turn cold and strange.