The fell purpose of my hurt feelings taking a revenge,

The fell purpose of my hurt feelings taking a revenge,
Went beyond the limit of avenge.
Now the ego’s too high,
To make everything right with a concluding relief’s sigh.
Maybe at some point of time I went about being too harsh and rude,
Now I’ve gone too far while pretending to be cunning and shrewd.
I hate the agony and the way my stupid heart reacted,
Maybe I got the wrong person suspected.
Help me out please to get out of these stuff,
I can’t bear it anymore,
Inappropriate guilt makes my emotional self mourn and my judgement sore.