An abeyance

In my heart,
There is an enigma hidden,
What to do next?
It is just a ridden.

I am in search of a solution,
When I am too near to a solution,
There’s shilly-shally,
This conundrum is playing with me,
Creating distraction in my way of thinking.

I am not understanding,
What to do?
How to do?
Whether I am right or wrong?
Who will answer my question?
I am in fidget,
I am in fidget.

O! My confused heart and mind,
Think, think and think,
Do search any perfect
And best solution.