Life happens, days pass

If I sit alone & think..
About life for too long.
My head & heart.
starts to throb,
With pictures & scenarios
Of yesterday..
which I want to forget.
And the desire of the things,
that are to happen yet.
So what I do is,
I try to distract, myself.
With lilacs, or paintings,
and songs that enchant.
Days and time pass too slow,
But atleast, I make it to another
day without feeling so low.