I know you are not real, just my hallucination.

I know you are not real, just my hallucination.
But whenever my heart starts to bleed, you become the only solution.
Whenever the world scares me, I start to tremble,
My subconscious runs toward you, and our hands assemble.
Whenever the grief overpowers me, I want to scream.
You sing into my soul, and all the anxiety vanishes as steam.
Whenever my eyes feel heavy, and I want to take a nap!
You become that shoulder where I lean, and I sleep on your lap.
Whenever I want to end this journey and am about to pull the chain,
Your love rushes in my mind and runs in my veins like cocaine.
Whenever I feel lost and senselessly start to roam.
You hold me in your arms where I found my home.
Whenever my pen stop and I don’t understand what to write?
You take me to our memories, and words flow even more bright.