Guilt

It has been a long time
Trying to run away
It has been a long time
Of not letting it stay
It has been a long time
In crying for nay
It has been a long time
In finding the right way
Having understood the mistakes
And rising above the curtains
Courage comes no easy
Far away it lays
Little clouds rising up
Causing me to delay
It’s raining in the cushions
Giving me a betray
Searching for sunlight
It has been a long day
A lot did she said
Less did I obey
A lot I spoke
Wish I could unsay
The past is gone
And future is gonna repay
It has been a long time
Turning white into grey.